Monday, January 3, 2011

What to do what to do

I love my job as a preschool teacher. But I'm not making enough dough! Maybe the Crooked Creek Ranch in WY will hire me. Hmmmmm....

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Fighting to be happy

I woke up this morning, but didn't want to get up. I just wanted to sleep, because when I am sleeping, I am not fighting to be happy. Why should I be unhappy? My New Years Dance was a huge success, and I have a lot going for me. Why am I fighting and fighting to smile?

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Boob job gone awry!! or yes, we are idiots











What won't he do for love... :)

David loves Paige and here is proof!!!!

Hundreds of ticket holders left out in the cold - ksl.com

Missin' you.

Sat at the airport, waiting for my cousin Andrew to come home from his mission. A lot of soldiers passed by, off on Christmas leave, I guess. Impressive young men, the kind that shake your hand firmly, look you in the eye, hold their chin up and stand straight. Most of them I didn't know, two of them, Joe and Jared, I did. I could see that they were different somehow. Different than those who milled around them. I used to know others like them. Used to know Jeremy Long but he's dead now. And JR Szabo, he may as well be dead, for I'll never see him again. What a shame. What a damned, damned shame. To love someone so intensely, love them like you love your own kin,  and then suddenly they're gone from you forever... too many people know just exactly what I mean. I can't see a soldier, a marine, a sailor to this day, and not think about Jeremy and JR. A bullet to the chest killed Jeremy. I'm not sure to this day what got JR. I wonder if I'll ever meet another fine man, one who looks me in the eye, shakes my hand firmly, stands with his shoulders squared and  chin up, and not think about my soldiers, my heroes, my fighters, my loved and my lost...

Jeremy
Thought about you today, boys. Miss you something fierce.

Dude at the airport

There was a guy at the airport who was waiting for his girlfriend. He looked good, smelled good, and he had a bouquet of roses in his hand. I secretly hoped that she wouldn't show up, so dude would turn to me and say, "Hey, so chick never showed... how about a movie?"
But alas, she showed up, and took took the roses with her.